Nov 11 2019

Artist Profile: Bridgid McLoughlin of Wexford

I was first welcomed into Bridgid McLoughlin’s charming Wexford country house, an old backpacker’s bed and breakfast—of which one wall is rumoured to be four hundred years old—following the tails of my children’s Halloween costumes. We had prearranged for a neighbourly trick or treat, and I happily followed my little ghost and lion into the sitting room to say a warm hello. I was immediately impressed by the carefully curated collection of artwork on the walls.

As we moved back into the conservatory, my heart swelled at greeting the expansive painting hanging on the wall. It is not just the size of the painting that is impressive, but the depth and beauty of the thick oil strokes that truly captured my heart. I was drawn into the scene and felt the room around me fade away, enchanted by the painted sky over the harbour at dawn. It is evident that Bridgid is no stranger to the sea, as she so skilfully captures the essence of the waves.

Inspired by her love for her family and the rich wildness of the landscape of her native Ireland, Bridgid’s paintings explore the rugged relationship between rock and water, life and death. Her studio and home are filled with breathtaking oil-painted scenes and it was truly an honour to meet with her in her beautiful home to see her expansive collection of decades of work, even while many of her paintings have been sold throughout the years in exhibits and galleries.

“Any colour I see, I can mix it,” Bridgid tells me proudly, a truth that resonates in her collection. “There is no need to buy a whole box of colours when you’re able to blend them.” Hers is an inherited skill, learned from growing up in a family of skilled craftsmen and wood carvers, and beside a brother with a reputation for mixing coveted colours. Her subject matter varies from the bright, cheerful hues of flowers— honest meditations of her own gorgeous garden— to the complex and layered tones that compose the colours of the coast and the sea, to the warm, charming palette of rustic country scenes depicting chickens and turnips and the labours of the farmhands of old.

“I don’t paint for money, and I don’t paint to teach,” she tells me as she gracefully directs me to the Gorey Community School for art classes, my eagerness at her expertise overflowing despite myself. Bridgid is the depiction of a true artist: humbling, inspiring, and one whose work speaks for itself.

Stored on a table in her studio are a pile of her daughter Clodagh’s sketches, which were left behind, no longer needed; page after page of beautiful bouquets of bright flowers whose confident brush strokes and dazzling colours show that the artistic apple certainly doesn’t fall far from the tree.

We close the door to the studio and resume our conversation in the kitchen, where Bridgid turns her skilful hands back to chopping blanched almonds. A bowl of whiskey-soaked currants wait on the table. One Christmas pudding sits complete and wrapped in foil, another fresh from the oven, resting on the table in its beautiful brown paper wrap, awaiting delivery to her children.

I made my way out of the house and past the roses, still in bloom, that line the gravel path back to the road. The morning’s bright sun has given way to wind and rain, as it so often does these days, and I pull my jacket collar up, comforted by the knowledge that just down the road the waves crash against the shore, and crash against the shore, and crash ever more.


Dec 23 2018

In Anticipation

In anticipation of Christmas
My darling child
Has become an insomniac
Staying up all hours to sticker
His books
And waking in the night;

Singing carols,
Arranging gifts around the tree,
Laughing like Santa, with a ho-ho-ho

Dreaming of footsteps on the roof

Dancing
In anticipation
Of the joy, the surprise

His first remembering
And this time shared
His memories of Christmas.

I wonder occasionally
If I will survive

Hearing his little voice in the night
As it breaks the silence
Like an electric shock to my system:

Mama, mama —

Just as I am drifting into the abyss
The sweet darkness of sleep
And there
A little voice
Calling me.

But I try to remember
The magic
Of the Christmas lights around the tree
The sacred stillness
After hours and avoiding sleep
Bridging the worlds between,
A child in the world of his parents’ making

The beauty of the world
Unfolding
And magic all around.


Sep 10 2018

Etude to Sleep

These days my evenings are spent with my little ones, hunting for the illusive doorway that guards their passage between wake and sleep. Time twists and turns, hours vanishing in our search. Elusive, evasive, how their little bodies scream and scramble from bed to bed, in and out and over and under, onto the floor and into the air they dance their song of resistance. Howls echo off the walls, screams and laughter crash and resonate through the air. Experimentations in sound, bouncing vibrations and curious faces. Giggles abound, mirroring between the two of them, and daring songs in tiny voices that warm my listening heart with wonder. Energy, boundless bouncing energy, bouncing, banging on the wall, banging, bouncing off the walls: Where does all this energy come from? And who summoned it so, at bedtime?

Where is the sweetness of the night that lures our softened eyes to sleep, gentle, love, that calls to us? Darkness has already drawn the light out of the room, and yet it’s in and out of bed and into bed once more. I call to their minds to soothe their small bodies as we recollect memories of our days and slowly welcome the night that surrounds us: moonlight and creatures of the night, we call to you to soothe us. We sing to you. We open to the night, and leave the glare of the light of day behind. Details begin to shift and blur, the energy dissipates as we drift into another frame of mind. Gentle now, for these little hearts that love so freely, how they hate to leave this world of the waking and drift away into sleep. Mother’s voice is singing now. Softly, softly, with kisses that shore’d us onto the bank of sleep, drifting into the mists that shroud the mind, heads drift gently onto the pillows one final time, little fingers that curl around small creature comforts and then gently, gently, eyes that close, how softly do they drift away.

It happens at the same moment, ere they go. I can tangibly feel the moment that sleep settles into the room. It is there with us. One moment we are calling and calling and it never seems to come, and then suddenly it is here, settled amidst us, and they are asleep and the day is over. A few whimpers of a dream, perhaps, else all is quiet. The warm, soft rise and fall of our breaths within our bodies. The gentle glow of the night light in the corner. The serenity of peaceful sleeping bodies and the warm hum that resonates between us. Other-worldly, within this world. There is beauty here. Something sacred, something still. Slumber that holds space for dreams, in the warm comfort of blankets. Good night, sleep tight, my darling ones, the moon is on the rise.